by Kathryn E. May, PsyD on 06/24/13
And now it is June 24, 2013, and no announcements of the sort you were expecting have been made. This is true. Yes, we did give you a date. It is exactly what you have both longed for and objected to, and when the result you wanted did not come through, many of you took it as an opportunity to send angry and sometimes abusive and accusatory messages to the channel. She is, of course, the messenger, not the originator of the messages and does not deserve anything but thanks for her challenging work, which occupies her 24/7, as you call it. This latest has been an especially difficult assignment, because of the response it was bound to elicit. She continues to work with Us even when it means putting herself in the line of fire.
Now let us discuss the response you all had to this latest “disappointment, miscalculation, lie.” We, your Creators, desire what is most beneficial for your growth. We know that you each grow in a little different way, that your tolerances are different, but there are some lessons which can afford an illuminating moment wherever you might be on your soul path. Disappointment is one of those lessons. It has the effect of either bringing out the worst impatience and intolerance, or giving you the opportunity to reach deeply into your inner strength, your I AM Presence, which is your deep Faith, and know that all is well, and that the meaning of this event will unfold in due time.
Which side of the spiritual fence did you come down on? Did you lash out to place blame on someone to make you feel better? Would it help you to examine this response, to help you understand your close relationships better? Are you willing to breathe deeply and search your feelings, then take responsibility for transmuting every element of negativity you feel rising up in you, working with it to understand its root, its uses, and its present flavor? This is The True Way. You can learn to be in command of your feelings, thoughts and actions to the degree that you never lash out in an accusatory way toward anyone, including yourself.
We have given you the ultimate test, Dear Ones. By ultimate, we mean the hardest as well as the final one. Life is full of such tests, is it not? This is why you create your contracts to come here – so that you will be tested, sometimes to your limits of tolerance. It is our agreement with you and your guides; your Higher Selves worked with us on this, to give those of you who wish to call yourselves Lightworkers an opportunity to rise above your familiar level of existence, to truly shine. For some it will require a tremendous leap out of old familiar patterns, for others it has given you the chance to stretch your limits, to confirm anew that when things get difficult, you anchor ever more deeply in your I AM Presence.
You and We know the nuances of your emotional states; perhaps you have greater reason than We to blind yourself to your lingering connection to anger, impatience, and intolerance. We ask you now to loosen that hold – turn to the Light and rejoice in the freedom of letting go of old Darkness. We do not blame you or belittle you for your negative feelings. You have been raised among people for whom anger was as immediate an expression of life as was breathing. Now, turn away from those old defensive feelings which may have served you in childhood but which currently serve to give you nothing but agita, and to separate you from those Most Loving Ones who are here to be of service to you.
We can feel the outrage from those of you who have been “caught out.” You have put your feelings in writing, or spewed angry diatribes at those around you, cursing Us, or the Galactic Federation of Light, the voluntary organization which has served for thousands of years as the Protectors of Light in the Universe. It is not a government as you know it; it is a group of angels who pledge allegiance to each other and to God, to uphold peace, Light and Protection for the greater good of all. They have come to help you and your struggling planet because you called, even though Mother Earth is not yet eligible for membership because of the continuing wars and Darkness which remains on her surface.
Now here you are, the day after the big Nothing Happened Day. We have surprised you with something you might call a “trick” or a “manipulation” if you did not acknowledge your own part in it. Yes, all of you – every single one reading this message – has contracted with Us to present you with this challenge so that you could finally find a way to overcome the emotions you have been stuck in, recycling and recycling the old resentments and fears. Please accept, with Us, that it is not your fault; it is your conditioning. It is now time to wrest yourself out of old conditioned patterns and turn toward the Light of Compassion, Love, Friendship, Joy and Forgiveness.
Are you angry now? Do you feel betrayed, or outraged that you must face something you do not want to look at in yourselves? Now is the time for courage. It takes real character to change, to forgo all temptation to indulge in self-righteous contempt. Turn to the Light. Take our hands, allow Us to embrace you, to welcome you back to our Unconditional Love. We have loved you enough to create the conditions for your growth, so that you will Ascend with a free and loving heart, for the time is near, and there is work still to do to reach the level of Christ Consciousness you came here to achieve.
We are giving you many tools to help you in this difficult personal renovation project. We commissioned Kathryn’s book to be the Manual for Ascension. It calls to you: “Who Needs Light?” We have sent our dear Sanat Kamara to train her in the ancient Visual Centering technique, and now both he and Kathryn are training students to carry this technique to suffering people across the globe to help them free themselves from the old conditioning. We have come to you on the radio show where our dear Anne and Kathryn bring our voices to teach and to answer our questions so you may come to know Us and our Masters even better. We have given you these messages, day by day, to help you acclimate to the atmosphere of pure higher dimensional vibrations of Love and Light you will find in the Fifth Dimension and above.
Read these words with an open heart, Dear Children. Those of you who are angry and upset by pace of change are often those who have suffered most in this life, and who sincerely desire real change, but in your impatience you miss the deeper understandings. This is always true about impatience, by the way. It blinds you to the Truth – yours, Ours and others. We like to tell a story which comes from one of the scripts of our dear Gene Roddenberrry’s Star Trek. On the deck of the Enterprise, the officers prepared for an attack by an aggressor, but lamented that “When your shields are up, you can’t scan, and you can’t beam anybody up.”
Drop your shields, Beloveds. The time for attack and defense is past. Darkness is being overcome by the positive efforts of those courageous and steadfast Lightworkers around you, who have resolutely hewed to the path of Light, uplifting themselves and those around them even when they were exhausted, even when they too had suffered the disappointments you all are familiar with. Did they feel the disappointment less? Of course not, but they did not dwell on it long enough for it to become resentment or anger. This is the Shift we are asking you to make within yourselves.
Rework the channels in your brain, the pathways which carry emotion to action. Do not allow even a moment of impatience, or anger, or self-doubt. Banish those feelings by replacing them with the peace you will find in the center channel of Light, which beams down upon you through your crown chakra, into the center of your brain, down through your body into the center of your heart. Hold fast to that connection, Dear Ones. It is your connection to your Higher Self, your I Am Presence, and your God.
Those of you who were able to maintain your balance and sustain hope and a sense of perspective in spite of this current challenge, we congratulate you with all our hearts. You have passed one of the most difficult obstacles without being defeated. It was especially difficult because of the timing – you know how fast things are moving; you feel the change in the air and know it is coming, and to find once again that it is “not yet” is especially hard to bear. We celebrate your progress, and encourage all of you to use this experience to confirm your own strength and trust in yourselves and in Us.
We are here for you, every one of you. We know this challenge is a shock to some of you who thought we only send messages of reassurance, but that is not our way. Sometimes We need to arrange what your scientist would term an “in situ” experiment so that you can reflect on your own responses, honing and perfecting your skills. You are becoming more mindful, more in command every day. You are lifting your vibration in the face of a challenge – this is the real test of your commitment and your inner strength together. We lift our beacon of Light to you, Beloved Ones. Take it, and carry it high, for you are entering the portals of a New Golden Age, and you will all be needed, all find your fulfillment in service to others as a way of life.
We love you beyond words.
We are Mother/Father God, with all the Legions of Light at our side, ready to be of service to you in the coming Age.
Via Kathryn May, June 24, 2013, 1 pm.